Just wanted to pop in and thank all you lovely readers for your prayers and good wishes! They mean a lot, and I still need them a lot!
Not much has changed, I'm still barely getting by, it feels like, and some waves of anxiety make me feel like a zombie. My mom and wonderful husband have been doing lots for me, like distracting me and taking me to the city to stay in hotels. We took the kids to some fun places and swimming and their hilarity is a good way of attempting to enjoy the day.
Since I'm not quite up to talking about it all, I will cease the sad-sack posts and post things like too many baby pictures. But I would be very grateful if you could keep me in your prayers if you remember, I need all the help I can get!